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Six Feet Under: Twilight

Two weeks have passed since Lisa's disappearance and now even Ruth is resigned to the worst. "I think Lisa's dead," she quietly says to David, "I hate to say it, but I do." When David allows that he shares her opinion, Ruth asks, "Why should something like that happen to her? Why is life like that?"
But life has also been good to Ruth recently. She has begun a romance with George Sibley, and the two of them have become so close that Ruth throws caution to the wind and suggests they marry. "I don't mind telling you, I'm lonely," she confesses one day while they're shopping for a power drill. George thinks marriage is a good idea, even though he's been divorced four times and widowed twice. Upon reconsideration, Ruth tells George she'd prefer proceeding more slowly. George, amenable, replies, "I'm here if you want me."
David also faces a serious relationship decision - whether to break up with Keith. Still deeply hurt by Keith's actions in San Diego, David lays out his position: "This is the difference between you and me, Keith. I want you on my side. I need you on my side. And it's the one thing that I never, ever have." Later, he goes out with Patrick after chorus practice and ends up sleeping with him. Eventually, David's decision is made: he informs Keith that he's moving out.
Claire makes a difficult choice as well: to terminate her pregnancy. She had planned to go for the procedure alone, until informed by a worker at the clinic that she would need someone to accompany her. When Claire runs into Brenda at the funeral home - Brenda had come to see Nate, who angrily sent her away - she impulsively seeks her assistance. "Do you think you could give me a ride?" Claire asks, "I have to get an abortion." Brenda doesn't hesitate; she takes Claire to the clinic and then to her apartment to recuperate.
After Brenda's kindness towards her, Claire suggests to Nate that he shouldn't be so tough on his former fiancee. But Nate is too consumed by his fears for Lisa to think about anything - or anyone - else. He finds himself envisioning all the possible scenarios for Lisa's disappearance, from running off with a lover to drowning. hen Fisher & Diaz undertakes the funeral of Carl Williman, a man executed for murdering several women, Nate imagines Lisa encountering him. No longer in full control of himself, Nate falls back into old behaviors; he has sex with Williman's daughter, a young woman as desperate to forget her troubles as he is. Ultimately, however, Nate can't escape his situation. In a dream, he finds Lisa on the beach and, facing her, voices what may be his deepest fear: "I feel like I had this once-in-a-lifetime chance and I fucked it up."

Episode Info  

Episode number: 3x12
Airdate: Sunday May 18th, 2003

Director: Kathy Bates
Writer: Craig Wright

Guest Stars
Ben FosterBen Foster
As Russell Corwin
Brenna ToshBrenna Tosh
As Maya Fisher (alternating)
Bronwyn ToshBronwyn Tosh
As Maya Fisher (alternating)
David HornsbyDavid Hornsby
As Patrick
James CromwellJames Cromwell
As George Sibley
Justina MachadoJustina Machado
As Vanessa Diaz
Melissa MarsalaMelissa Marsala
As Angelica
Rainn WilsonRainn Wilson
As Arthur Martin
Tim MaculanTim Maculan
As Father Jack
Anne DudekAnne Dudek
As Allison Williman
David CarreraDavid Carrera
As Lisa's Boyfriend
Elayn TaylorElayn Taylor
As Nurse #1
Graham BeckelGraham Beckel
As Carl Williman
Jim BeaverJim Beaver
As Prison Officer
K.T. ThangaveluK.T. Thangavelu
As Nurse #2
Main Cast
Peter KrausePeter Krause
As Nate Fisher
Michael C. HallMichael C. Hall
As David Fisher
Frances ConroyFrances Conroy
As Ruth Fisher
Lauren AmbroseLauren Ambrose
As Claire Fisher
Rachel GriffithsRachel Griffiths
As Brenda Chenowith
ArtistSong TitlePlayed When
Azure RayRise 
BentBeautiful Otherness 
Stephen FosterBeautiful Dreamer 
Weekend PlayersAngel 
Zuco 103Outro Lado (Presence mix by Charles Webster) 

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